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Sometimes I wonder what the heck I am doing.

I don't particularly want to be in western minnesota. Pretty desolate out here. I know a few people. but not enough to really be comfortable. The thing is, I have never had trouble making friends. I just don't really want to. I don't really want to be here.  The daily mantra is how can I get out of here without sacrificing my career.  But I don't even know what I want that to turn into. I am supposed to make a lot of life choices here. Job, school, love, life. And I don't know what I even want. I am lost.

Pity party over.