Wedding fun

Best friend from high school/neighbor got married this weekend. 

She looked beautiful, no major disasters, boyfriend was able to come. 

Failed to get a picture with boyfriend... 

No surprise there. We really fail at that. 

Met new people. 

Puppy was excited to see me when I got back. 

I wish I lived closer so I could see her more often! 

What a happy weekend! 

Marketing Gimmicks...

Every company has them. Everybody. I sell seed. We have gimmicks too. I should know better... but here I sit. Now owning a $26 bottle of 'tan extender'. Okay... my fault. I didn't even look to see what it was. The lady told me she only sold the stuff after she used it and decided it worked. I get home... read the label.... lotion. I bought lotion. Nothing special. Aloe. Shea butter, the like. The same stuff in every other, significantly cheaper, bottle of lotion. I got played by my own game.

????

Sometimes I wonder what the heck I am doing.

I don't particularly want to be in western minnesota. Pretty desolate out here. I know a few people. but not enough to really be comfortable. The thing is, I have never had trouble making friends. I just don't really want to. I don't really want to be here.  The daily mantra is how can I get out of here without sacrificing my career.  But I don't even know what I want that to turn into. I am supposed to make a lot of life choices here. Job, school, love, life. And I don't know what I even want. I am lost.

Pity party over.